I miss you so much and it's so pathetic

ok

I think I just need to like write down my thoughts about multiple people and multiple things right now because yeah

why do I bother getting up in the morning
I miss you so much but I can't be around you because it has such a terrible effect on me
I really wish I didn't have to be around majority of the people I am around all the time
I wish I could go back in time like 2 years and just live in that time frame for a while because I was miserable but I was still like happy idk how does that even make sense idk I wasn't this kind of miserable
I wish I could just erase my entire existence and pretend I was never here

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cool

un-deletes blog just for the purpose of whining

I don't care I don't care I don't care oh my god just shut the fuck up ok look here's the sitch I hate everything and everything hates me cool ok we're set now please can I just die I just really really really really don't want to be alive anymore I am just so sick of it I'm just so tired of this whole life thing ok idk man