This is probably an inappropriate post to make after watching Requiem For A Dream last night but really I wish Thursday would come already so they can get around to giving me those pills that are supposed to make things better already because it's been like 4 months I mean come on what are you doing and I'm starting to depend on the idea of them making me feel better

More importantly my psychiatrist is apparently so booked up it's taken months to get a hold of him and aside from Thursday he's booked up until mid January so um ok

I feel sad because there are so many people with things wrong with them

That is bad

I feel bad for people

I also feel bad for people who have to put up with me because yeah I am sorry a lot I know I am not very good at doing things right and being a nice person and things

I don't want to be at school and I don't want to be at home idk can I befriend scene kids and live on Flinders steps because that seems like a simple way of life y'know getting back to basics and living off McDonalds and goon and taking my parents money for hairspray and neon clothing

Yep

Sounds like a plan

What would you actually do if I suddenly became scene omg