ok i'm sorry 30h!3 are just fun ok i don't like them seriously omg don't hate me

I'm sorry there are things wrong with me at 3 in the morning I'm sorry you had to read that post

In other news

sigh ok

I was walking home and I started thinking about the fact that Anna isn't going to be at school anymore and I felt really really sad and I wanted to cry and these days I associate wanting to cry with TAI so thEN I STARTED THINKING ABOUT TAI AND THEN I WAS LIKE JESUS MARY AND JOSEPH OH MY GOD SOMEONE SAVE ME

but then I came home and ate a mango and I'm watching Freaks & Geeks now so all is well.

I'm going to play some more guitar tonight yep I like the fact I'm getting good at it again this is nice.